what the hell. After been through 3 weeks of shit. And I made myself injured.
The feeling is super fucked up. Out of course.... It is definitely not an honourable thing. Recourse or not to recourse, will let the fate decides itself. If I'm being asked to recourse, will chiong for it. However, I'm not very willing to recourse. My friends have moved on, next week is the hell week, wishing them all the best. Missed the time, running, kana tekan together with them. Doing all the trainings. Treasure the time being with my own batch people man.

Injury is fucked up. Seen specialist, I might be down pes. Going for a nerve conduction test on the 23rd Jan and 26th Jan. Have another appointment with the specialist in Feb. Somehow I feel that my life is screwed man. Right hand weak like fuck. Can't exert the force.

Currently in Mt Faber Safra, the people there are really nice. Quite a lot of stuff to do too. Don't know will carry on stay there until March or not.

Haix.