its 30th march 2009...

Times flies and haven't been using this blog for long long time.

Wonder who still visit here?

Life really sux..... so much to take into consideration.

where to go next. what to do next. all the Qs is coming in when ORD is nearing.

however. there's no answers to them...

Thoughts always come in at late night. accompanied by some melody..

How often to you say "I love you" to your families?

Maybe that's just not our culture..

Jus here to express. I love my mum and dad! sounds kiddish huh.

And I thanks whoever I need to because they are still with me! =D

when you are angry. will you lose your cool?
have u ever thought of the conseqeunces after what you have done in anger?

I lost my cool towards my dad a few days ago. I felt bad after that. Nw think of it still feeling bad. I got a reason for showing my anger though. But now think of it, it seems like a small thing.

父母亲的关怀是无条件的，即使再无理取闹的对他们发了脾气，终究还是会得到他们的原谅。谢谢。。

Well, there's a sudden feel for blogging again. maybe is dued to watching this show, Tang Xin Feng Bao. There's this 2 character they actually write down what happened in their life. Definitely, my life is not as interesting as them.

My 21st birthday was good. I wanted to thanks all the people who wished me, gave me present and celebrated for me.

I loved the presents you all gave.
Appreciate the sms that I received! =D

Thanks alot.

Currently life's really slack. Nothing much done everyday, getting fatter I guess.

Finished the show Tang Xin Feng Bao. It's a good show. This shows really touched me somehow. Especially the kinship they have. Looking forward to watching more shows....

一个人需要的是亲情，友情，还有爱情吧。。。 那天天思念一个人的感觉，我好像渐渐的忘记了。

what the hell. After been through 3 weeks of shit. And I made myself injured.
The feeling is super fucked up. Out of course.... It is definitely not an honourable thing. Recourse or not to recourse, will let the fate decides itself. If I'm being asked to recourse, will chiong for it. However, I'm not very willing to recourse. My friends have moved on, next week is the hell week, wishing them all the best. Missed the time, running, kana tekan together with them. Doing all the trainings. Treasure the time being with my own batch people man.

Injury is fucked up. Seen specialist, I might be down pes. Going for a nerve conduction test on the 23rd Jan and 26th Jan. Have another appointment with the specialist in Feb. Somehow I feel that my life is screwed man. Right hand weak like fuck. Can't exert the force.

Currently in Mt Faber Safra, the people there are really nice. Quite a lot of stuff to do too. Don't know will carry on stay there until March or not.

Haix.

Had a relaxed week last week. It may seems not relaxed at all, but I think that it can be considered as relaxing. Monday (26th Nov), didn't do much thing. Basically all admin stuff. We collected our diving equipment. Sounds cool huh! It consist of a dive bag, diving knife, diving gloves, diving fin, diving booties, diving mask and a diving suit.

Before that, did our IPPT. I was very satisfied with my performance! Had diver gold for my IPPT. Hopefully it will maintain that way.

2.4km run - 8.52min
Pull up - 13
Shuttle run - 9.5s
Sit up - 50
Standing board jump - 245

Tuesday did a timed run. The requirement to pass is to clear 2km within 10mins, if not won't get to book out on friday. Of course, I cleared it. Ran with all I got. hehx.
Wednesday we were introduced about drown proofing. We are suppose to swim all the way down to 4m that day. We also did some finning, meaning wearing the fin and swim. I was not very good and was being taught one to one by my training officer, felt stressful but better too.
Thursday morning did some static PT. After that we went to change our old equipments to new ones. Afternoon went to Nee Soon Camp to do drown proofing. Oh ya, haven't explain what's drown proofing is about. It consist of 6 different component. Firstly, our hands and legs will be tied, swim 75m, do floating, followed by bobbing, then do forward somersault in the water, then backward somersault, lastly pick up the diving mask.

Floating is a kind of skill similar to treading water. Treading water can use hands and leg while floating can't. Difficult to explain here, if there's a chance, will show u guys next time.

For bobbing, we need to go down all the way to 3m, and kick ourselves up out of the water to breathe and go down 3m again. It need to be done 15 times.

For the somersault and retrieving of the diving mask, we are doing it at the depth of 3m too.

It's not easy, but achievable. I'm trying hard to complete all these action 1 by 1. Please wish me luck!

Friday, had introduction to sea circuit. Shall explain what's sea circuit next time. Lazy to type! =pPp But can u imagine that I swam 1km? Spent 39mins in the water. Its hard. Its harder when u can onli breathe in and out just using ur mouth.

Booked out on friday night. So shiok. Hopefully it goes the same for this coming week!

Went to watch enchanted with Xiaohui yesterday. It was a nice show. You should watch it too if u haven't. =p Enjoyed myself yesterday. Had a relaxing day! Thanks for accompanying me ar!

HOOYAH ~! { a quote that is used in NDU for saying "yes" or cheer }

I have successfully entered the next training phase. Also known as PCP...
3 months flies by so fast and I passed out already.
Our passing out parade was so different. Instead of relaxing, we were being whacked by our instructor. And it was only the introduction... Hell is waiting for me!

Don't know whether I will be able to survive in this phase or not.
6weeks of tough training + 1 week of hell week.
That's PCP !

I felt lucky, I didn't managed to pass my category 1 swim and yet I am able to class up.
My name was the first to mentioned by the training officer, I shouted "Yes sir" so loud and clear and with happiness. hehx.

New challenges are waiting for me as well. I'm not a good swimmer, yet I chose this path to become a diver. That's me, always ready to take up new challenges. A little bit of fear in me right now but loads of excitement as well.

We ran around dive school and sang the frogmen anthem. It was difficult, the instructor pace was fast, and make it harder for us to sing a proper song one after another. The punishment now is straight away 50 diamond push up, I think we were pumped until 200 diamond in one day.
Tonight going to book in already. Can't imagine what kind of training we will get for this coming week.

Went out on friday night with my platoon friends. Sang and drank a little bit at a pub at Clarke Quay there till quite late. Went out with Joeyee, Dan and Kevin yesterday. Shopped around in orchard area., saw some tees and find it quite nice, but its not the time for me to get anythings yet. Now budgeted, wait till my pay comes and I shall decide whether to buy them or not.
After that, went to chomp chomp and joined Jiawei they all for a dinner. Ate hokkien mee! It was nice. Went home after that and rest.....

This morning, woke up, packed my bag and then get some stuff from ntuc to bring in camp.
Had kfc just now, the crispy 2 piece chicken is nice lah~! so much better than the chicken I ate in camp. I guess I shall end here. Shall update again!

woohoo. just came back from field camp. it just sucks! =x

tomorrow there will be a category 1 swim test. Please wish me luck!

I want to pass it, and get over the fear in the water!!!

Going to POP already. Shall update more and revive this blog next week. =]